Everything seemed collapsing within a week;
Life is so tirring .......
Many many unsolve issues not settled, new issues arrised
really having S____ life
swallowed all the unhappiness
No one understand what i m going through, cos they are never me.

Almost flared out, but swallowed just in time
Life is difficult ......
Walked away, looking for a breather
To realise that i m back to the bottom

Someone reminded me about my faith
Someone reminded me that i was worst months back
Faith is really something i living by now.
Pray and ask .... hope to be answered.

Hurting sms
To know that he really can't be bothered anymore
I know he is no longer there ... he is no longer a pillar but a pain

explaination???
apologetic????
everything is useless now , can't be bothered anymore.

Weary heart, body and mind